Posts

I Do.

Image
I Do One minute I was on a walk around downtown St. Charles, the next, Jason, was on one knee asking me to spend forever with him. In one single moment, every prayer was answered. Every dream come true… It was the night of Jason’s 30 th birthday. We had plans for a special date that night at one of our favorite restaurants. After training my last clients of the day, Jason asked if I wanted to go on a walk downtown. He had given me an Apple watch the night before and I was so excited to test it out. As we walked down to the Katy Trail, he opened up my GPS and started tracking our walk. He told me that the running app he installed to his watch was going to take us on a trail and would be telling us which way to go. Every few yards, the Apple watch on Jason’s wrist would buzz to turn left or right. Now I know Apple watches don’t have this feature (ha). We would walk ten feet and then Jason would pull a U-turn. I thought to myself, “This is the most inconsistent walk ever – w

Just Keep Swimming

Image
“Go Lawrence, go!” we yelled from our wooden raft docked in the lake. My little brother has been trying to learn how to swim and somehow always manages to sink to the bottom. Yesterday, he dove under the water and swam all the way from the safety of the shore to our raft in the middle of the lake. As I watched him struggle to stay afloat, arms flailing side to side, I thought about how scared he must have been at that moment. His little legs could no longer reach the safety of the sand under his toes. His lungs gasping for as much air as possible. Each stroke was moving him closer and closer to the safety of the raft. As we were yelling for Lawrence to “just swim” to us. I thought back on how much courage that must have taken him. It seems like such an easy task to most of us, but learning how to swim is probably one of the scariest development challenges. Lawrence had to not only trust in his abilities, but he also had to trust that his family waiting for him on the raft would

You Are Blessed.

Image
  Right now it is 5:30am and I am sitting on the balcony of my hotel room patiently waiting for the sun to peak over the islands in St. Thomas. Waves crash onto the shore in the background—creating the perfect heartbeat to this morning. As I wait, I can’t help but look out onto this beautiful resort and thank God for how much He has blessed me with. And it is honestly sad that it took traveling to a tropical paradise for me to stop and recognize His faithfulness. More often than not, we get so caught up in the things we don’t have that we let it become the focus of our attention. We can’t see all that God has done for us because of the ONE little thing he is telling us to wait on. “God, I really wish I had a boyfriend.” “God, can you find me a new job.” “God, why can’t I have a child.” I call it "me focused." Instead of considering the fact that maybe God is trying to teach us something, we demand our prayers be answered here and now. Maybe God is working o